Did anyone else get the goosebumps while watching the trailer for the new Taylor Swift docuseries? So many emotions.!! I’m just so excited to watch this! #taylorswift #taylorswiftdocuseries Taylor Swift

Grammy-winner first released her highly anticipated 11th studio album on Friday, with the album appearing on Apple Music some time prior to its scheduled midnight release time. At 2 a.m EDT, Swift then surprise-released an additional 15-song album titled “TTPD: The Anthology.”

The initial 16-track “Tortured Poets Department” album serves overall as a relaxed and mellow listen on the surface, but if you’re paying attention to the lyrics – as most very thorough Swifties do – you’ll discover a chaotic and complicated stream of consciousness where Swift works through waves of heartbreak, longing, anger and self-reflection.

An example among many comes on the album’s 12th track “loml” – which is internet-speak for “love of my life” – in which Swift sings, “I wish I could un-recall how we almost had it all.”

After singing the words “love of my life,” at the very end of the song, she concludes, “You’re the loss of my life.”